i can't

it took me an hour to realize that is it true happened..

even when I write  this I hope it just a dream..

how miserable me now.... how mess everything..

I still cant face the reality that what really happened wasn't what I want ..

I need a big slap on ma face to wake me up ad realize that u' re really out from my life...

all is to late now.. even I cried a thousand time it  wouldn't change anything...

time goes to fast.. it doesn't give me a space to breathing ma happiness.. ma long journey with u...