Tuesday, June 8, 2010


Sometimes, when people are sad, nothing can really bring them back up right away. Not words, not good advice, or even the people around them trying to make them happy can't make them happy just like that. We should never tell someone to just be happy and forget about what's holding them down because we're not dealing with the pain in their shoes. It takes time and patience for someone to get back up. It's not that easy.

Monday, June 7, 2010

curious, whats that????????????

well it's still story about my birthday..
I've my family, friends, and of course ma boy on my birthday..
yah even we still separate by distance but he still send me birthday wishes.. * thanks lotta ma boy.. (i wish u was here) ..

honestly i miss my 17 birthday... he gifted me a sweet surprised.. *can I repeated that moment
i hoping u gift me another sweet things again.. hmmmm but how...???
u're unpredictable rait?
it's true when i asked him " where is my gift"??
surprised ,, u prepared it,, i just unbelievable when u say " i bring it to ur sister".. ( so i've special gift from u again)
but the worst that i can't see it even touch it..  grrr distance u kill me softly... :(
I know why u was asked me ma adress here..? because it rait.... u wanna send it by pos...
but unlucky a shipping costs it's too high.. (give a discount for this cute couple plese) hahahah
so i need to wait until i'm back.. c'mon it's 3 months more.. (so long..so long) ..

i'm really curious bout it... so i decided to call my sister.. then she said it's a biggest box, i dunno what inside there.. i didn't open it.. it's still on ur room.. wait u until u go back... omg what that thing..??
could u tell me please?? singggggggggg nobodies know except u...

okay i'll waiting..
ur so unpredictable.. thanks lot ma dear..
thanks for ur wishes....
lurp you... :)) i miss u...

kidnapped, DICULIK, help, TOLONG..

so here I am, sitting in front of the computer in my room, opened some unimportant link,check my facebook and twitter most of time, it seems that I was spend to much time surfing the internet,, just like normal day nothing different looks same except its my first day being 19,, older..and older, hahha forgot about my birthday.. age,, mature and bla bla...
i just want my mom right here beside me.. i miss her kiss on my forehead..i miss she swisper my name on my ear,,  then when i woke up she will come on my room then say happy birthday my dear.. mom i miss u so..
but no matter how deep i miss her this morinng i'm still could  listening her voice eventought its just by telephone.. mommyyyyyyyyyyy... 
thanks for always here for me... LOVE YOU..

okay lets talk about another surprised from my beloved people ...
don't u ever feel 
kidnapped or someone sending u to other dimension?. *lebay lagi... haha I feel it tonight...

I was shocked while I was dating with my network devices *lebay someone fold my eyes,
bung up my mouth... and binded my hand..
(somebody help me please)..
guess my housemate did it,,,
then they said we will  take u into somewhre..
oh please stop it...then my home become crowded... then they started instructed me to walk with a blind eyes.. (i couldn't see antything).. then they still instcructed me like a blind people.. "go up" "turn left" "jump" watch out" bla..bla......
 then since a long blind trip finally I was arrived somewhere I dunno...  (thanks god it's finshed) o'o I was wrong its not over, then a next step they binded me on the pole...what's going on again.. i can't screamed,, my eyes still dark,, I changed into a stiff now,,, then they leave me alone... scared... (somebody helped me please),, then for a moment  I dunno what happen.. but when I opened my eyes I'm on home seeing 'em hold one biggest birthday card... ohh thanks u guys.. sorry if I was crash ur plan all..

 victim and kidnapper my lovely hosmet :)

happy happy guide a blind girl

givin instruction.. to the left to the left..

somebody helped me !!!!

place : rooftop  my hangman .. i'll kill u here nunu

I love u girls so much

thanks all.. don't know how to say thanks.. big big hug :*

thanks all..
God i love them.... thanks for send 'em into my life..
thanks for ur wishes all..

hope i can be better person ..
have a great year....

12 march 2010

Saturday, June 5, 2010

19 sembilan belas

11 march 2010

okay 11th march this year is my 19 birthday.. I’m older again..
People said one year again I’m being adult,, so now I’m still a child.. ckck
yeah next year I’m going to 20 .. Gosh I’m not ready yet...
20 means I’m really mature.. Couldn’t do a child habit..BEHAVE nunu...
yap people said like that,,

I couldn’t screaming, jump, laughing, like children anymore..

but forgot about all,, just enjoy the life.. Getting older doesn't means
I'm gonna die soon.. :))

LETS talk about my WONDERFUL birthday.. * lebay deh gw.. 

okay.. Today is Thursday,, even its my birthday , it doesn't means my campus give me exemption to skip the class ,,
still need going to campus.. gosh I've full class starting 8.30 until 6 pm
It was very tired day, so I better chose off my night early,,
Comfy sleep I don’t even remembered my dream...
then when I was in another dimension look an angel with a white dress, smiled at me (sleep)
Someone woke me up, then
when I open my eyes i see my friends around me.. With a delicious cake tart
And a light candles then they started singing for me..
SHOCKED,, i couldn't say anything.. Just LOVE U guys..
thanks for the surprise,, thanks 4 remembered my birthday

What going on after that? let’s see..
I called it TART CRAZY PARTY..
We ar going throwing tart to each other..
and d main target it's me..
Lets have fun whit this delicious cake..

party didn't finished yet, I need to clean up my home.. really mess yeah.. but I loved it..
take a mop with a bucket water.. then I already swab you face guys *upss I mean the floor..
forgot about how I clean up my home, I just wanna say big big thanks for u... u really made my day all...