its u

yeah its totally YOU ..

believing something that u heard and only half of what u can see

half ,u can't see the complete picture 

just rely by ur intuition 

u would never ever know the truth

coz u closed ur heart and ur eyes 

from the truth

separated by usher

If love was a bird 
Then we wouldn't have wings 
If love was a sky 
We'd be blue 
If love was a choir 
You and I could never sing 
Cause love isn't for me and you 

If love was an Oscar 
You and I could never win 
Cause we can never act out our parts 
If love is the Bible 
Then we are lost in sin 
Because its not in our hearts 

So why don't you go your way 
And I'll go mine 
Live your life, and I'll live mine 
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine 
Cause we're better off, separated 

If love was a fire 
Then we have lost the spark 
Love never felt so cold 
If love was a light 
Then we're lost in the dark 
Left with no one to hold 

If love was a sport 
We're not on the same team 
You and I are destined to lose 
If love was an ocean 
Then we are just a stream 
Cause love isn't for me and you 

So why don't you go your way 
And I'll go mine 
Live your life, and I'll live mine 
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine 
Cause we're better off, separated 

Girl I know we had some good times 
It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye 
Girl you know I love you, I can't deny 
I can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and I 
I know it hurts so much but it's best for us 
Somewhere along this windy road we lost the trust 
So I'll walk away so you don't have to see me cry 
It's killing me so, why don't you go 

So why don't you go your way 
And I'll go mine 
Live your life, and I'll live mine 
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine 
Cause we're better off, separated

oh gosh... I cried again.... hold on my tears..

it over night, still stuck on my own feel„ couldn’t catch up over all..

miss someone outside there. and getta got a bit pain from this dismeorhea,

what was I feel it’s like a thief still spinning at one point I couldn't switch it out.

such as the earth continues to revolve....

I thought going away,keeping clear and staying busy would drive him out of my head,but doesn’t work.

still thinking bout HIM.. and I miss him even we aren't  on the same way now...

whats going on with my mind..?

can u give me the answer ???? 

nightmare

Sometimes I imagine you’re still here next to me, tracing your fingers along the curvature of my spine. It’s the only way I can find sleep on nights like these. You see, the sleeping pills never held back tears; they did not wear out my love for you. These nights are lonely when you’re gone....

at the time goes

“At the time, my life just seemed too complete, and maybe we have to break everything to make something better out of ourselves.”

— Chuck Palahniuk

yah maybe I need to broke some pieces of my life it looks completed but there's something wrong... 

I need to fix it.... but I believe after this I will have a wonderful life.. cheers fo ME... :")

maybe.. ??? who knows

You didn’t love her. You just didn’t want to be alone. Or maybe, maybe she was just good for your ego. Or, or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn’t love her because you don’t destroy people you love.

from: a live-your-life-fearless)

27 august...
09.00 p.m

i will neve ever forget that night...

Ya ALLAH maybe this is ma destiny, fall in  love with someone that never care with ma love...
sejahat- jahatnya gw , aku gak bakalan buat orang yg gw sayang malu atau ngebuka aib di media...

ya aku emang sayang banget tp untuk sekarang ini terlalu sakit untuk saling memafkan..
u'll ever ever know how sick I'm... aku  tau gak ada yg suka pacarya dipanggil sayang... tapi toh aku gak pindah hati, aku gak ngegubris sayangnya.. asal kamu tau aku jaga semuanya... kamu cmn terlalu egois buat ngelihat sisi itu.
yg kamu tau kmu gak suka,, kamu marah... kamu benci.. kamu sakit... kamu ga mau tau gimana aku...


aku gak ngebiarin kamu sakit.. makanya aku gak ngebiarin kamu tau kalo ada cowok yg manggil aku dgn sayang... tapi toh kamu sendiri yg ngebuat diri kamu marah, sakit, curigaan.. kamu sendiri yang buka,,,

kalo kamu gak suka.. kenapa kamu gak ngomong ma orgnya langsung.. knp gak usaha nyari tau.. knp .. knp...KNP GAK BERUSAHA NYARI TAU YG SEBENARNYA..????????

ya sudahlah... apapun yg terjadi gak bakalan ngerubah apa-apa..
aku udah terlanjur jelek,, bodoh rendah buat kamu..

cuman bisa ngedoain yg terbaik buat kamu..amin..

thanks fo everything....