hp

CAN'T WAIT

recall

Sometimes, even now,
I look at pictures of you.

See what you’re doing,
smile when you’re mentioned;

I laugh at your jokes, in my head,
even when I remember tears, too.

All of this is bad, I know.

To recall,
just when love became memory.

never stop

i kept reading all message that u send to me
i kept remembering the memories that we both had together.
and this tears cant stop running down.

i kept hugging the doll of yours that you gave to me.
i kept......
and this feeling cant stop.....
cant.....

follow ur heart

‘Dan kelak, di saat begitu banyak jalan

terbentang di hadapanmu

dan kau tak tahu jalan mana yang harus

kau ambil, janganlah memilihnya dengan

asal saja, tetapi duduklah dan

tunggulah sesaat. Tariklah napas

dalam-dalam, dengan penuh kepercayaan.

Seperti saat kau bernapas di hari pertamamu di dunia ini.

Jangan biarkan apa pun mengalihkan

perhatianmu, tunggulah dan tunggulah

lebih lama lagi. Berdiam dirilah, tetap hening,

dan dengarkanlah hatimu.

Lalu ketika hati itu bicara, beranjaklah,

dan pergilah kemana hati membawamu’

by: susana tammaro

the truth ur gone

You get me. You’re the only one who ever understood exactly what I meant, and didn’t get mad when I overreacted or said something stupid, because you knew that I didn't know better. You wouldn’t look at my smile, you’d look at my eyes, and you would just know when I needed a hug. You would let me talk and you’d just listen, because you knew that no one else would. You picked me up when you knew that I was hurting, and you would call my bluff when I wouldn’t look you in the eyes. You knew me better than anyone else, and now that you’re gone no one’s around to save me.... you're gone..

shout out

For long time I keep it alone I think I should say it,but I'm to scared to show out my feeling about you. You’re the only person that ever made me feel anything, really feel. Even if it wasn’t always the best of feelings, you’re the only one who could make me smile or tear me down in three seconds flat. You’re the only person that can drive me crazy, in both good and bad ways. You’re the only person that ever made me feel like I didn’t have to try so hard. I'm not okay without you. I keep thinking of how much I talking to you. How good you look when you smile. How much I love your laugh. I daydream about you replaying our conversation, laughing at funny things that your said or did. I've memorized your face and the way that you look at me, I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine.

I just wish you knew I still loved you, and I wish you would do something with that knowledge. I wish you would grab me and hold me tight in your arms and whisper in my ear how much you loved me more, like you always did.. amen.

Even neither of us don know what the future holds, I know one thing's fo sure U're the best things that has ever happened to me.

dedicated for you A.lolo sinrang ap

sleeping impossible, everything's reminds me of you

“When someone is in your heart, they’re never truly gone. They can come back to you, even at unlikely times.”

3 a.m and I'm still awake.. I just feel to tired with my condition just got dismenorhea again and again.. very painful all day just lay on the bed suddenly I really miss my mom, she always be my guardian the only one person that can make me feel better but she weren't here. I do miss u mom.

okay every night it just become a nightmare fo me, I'm still day dream about you then I'm crying in my room. I want to dial your number so bad and desperately tell you how much you mean to me. Only you make me feel loved and wanted in this cold hearted world but when I'm starting to showed my feeling typing a short word then send it to you a short word just (I MISS U) your answered just (hehe). I know it will happen. the only one can I do just crying over the night. realize that no more sweet word fo me no more love story fo me. its make me thinking did you try to say that u aren't mean to me or u try to say just go away from my life cause everything its really over, but how hard u tried to ignore me I never let u go I'll always same then my love never change. oh God how miserable me now see LOVES TOO FRAGILE.

thanks fo your little caring its like a million hope fo me, your caring its the best medicine. I hope someday I will listen you whisper on my ears that you love me. thanks fo always be here even I cant call you as my own anymore. thank you. A.lolo sinrang AP.