OPEN FASTING APIIT&UCTI

Open fasting with APIIT&UCTI student...

my first impression when i come to APIIT,, i said" i think i'm using a wrong costume coz the student from another country using a muslim dress..and i used BATIK.. but I'm not alone coz average Indonesian student use it.. heheh :)

~ALREADY TO open break Fas~

~nyam..nyam~

~brotherhood on INDONESIAN student~

finally... even i really miss open break fas wit my fam but here there is another side,,, i have a new fam... smile and sad together.....

LONG DISTANCE IS KILLING ME

copy from my FB : Sunday, August 9, 2009 at 2:06am

There's only so many songs that I can sing to pass the time.
And I'm running out of things to do to get you off my mind.....

All I have is this picture in a frame bout us......that I hold close to see your face everyday.
With you is where I'd rather be,but we're stuck where we are..............

It's so hard, you're so far..This long distance is killing me.................
I wish that you are here with me, This long distance is killing me...........
It's so hard to me, where we are, where we are, you're so far.
This long distance is killing me.Now when I'm here the minutes feel like hours

and the hours feel like days.. While I'm away .....You know right now I can't be home .. i cant seeing u whenever i want....But I'm coming home soon... coming to see u ta'....

Can you hear me crying?
Can you hear me crying?

There's only so many songs that I can sing to pass the time... there ar many song that make me miss u... with every single day...

*hope long distance doesn't killing our feel.. our love..

~still hold me~

LOST

copy from my FB : Sunday, August 9, 2009 at 1:22am

Can't believe it's over
I watched the whole thing fall
And I never saw the writing that was on the wall
If I'd only knew
The days were slipping past
That the good things never last
That you were crying

Summer turned to winter
And the snow it turned to rain
Then the rain turned into tears upon your face
I hardly recognize the girl you are today
And God I hope it's not too late
It's not too late
'Cause you are not alone
I'm always there with you
And we'll get lost together
'Till the light comes pouring through
'Cause when you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe, you're not lost
When your world's crashing down
And you can't bear the thought
I said, babe, you're not lost

Life can show no mercy
It can tear your soul apart
It can make you feel like you've gone crazy
But you're not
Things have seemed to change
There's one thing that's still the same
In my heart you have remained
And we can fly fly fly away

'Cause you are not alone
And I am there with you
And we'll get lost together
'Till the light comes pouring through
'Cause when you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe, you're not lost
When the world's crashing down
And you can not bear to crawl
I said, baby, you're not lost
I said, baby, you're not lost
I said, baby, you're not lost
I said, baby, you're not lost

please said again 4 me.. that I'm not alone.. u still beside me....
i can't desperate u... maybe I'm really crazy.. i make everything worst.. but please trust me.. i don't do that... ar u still don't know ME..? Its been 3 years that we spend our times together...
d situation made me still stuck to this way.. i can't move coz u ar so far there.. i can't talking this normally.. i can make u fell better. coz we ar so far now... really difficult to seeing ur smile again...
I DON'T WANNA DESPERATE u....................................

DESPERATE :(

i copy it from my fb note : Sunday, August 9, 2009 at 2:16am

There you go, walking away like you did before...But I know, I know you'll be back, back for more
And the game, the game will go on as it was..nothings changed, we'll know when we're closer to love........................
Aren't we desperate, aren't we afraid
We're just two lost and lonely people, scared to be alone again
Aren't we desperate, aren't we afraid
Can't you see that there are no victims, just volunteers...we won't change, we won't change until we face our fears.........We're alone, even though we are together right now
Love remains, just out of reach somehow
Aren't we desperate, aren't we afraid!!!!
We're just two lost and lonely people, scared to be alone again
Aren't we desperate!!!!
I know we can make it, take up that look into my eyes
We'll take the future for you and I, yeah!!


i don't wanna desperate with u...


* crying aloneeeeee. hope i hope we can make it .. take up... and still loving each other... together..

"If Tomorrow Never Comes"

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

its really sadly song... i always imagine when tomorrow never comes to me, and I'm still saving what i felt in my heart and never say it... or i lost someone special before i thought that i love him.. this song made realize that in the future the over day will be come.. and i couldn't do anything.. even just say a special word.. yeah i don't wanna felt regret forever in my entired life..

so if u need something to say.. SAY it NOW...

coz u never now until when the people can waiting u and until when u have a time :(

tired

Whoammm its fasting day..

And I’m. really tired today..

Imagine I have a class @8.30 am and I was sleep @ 2 o’clock.. and then I must get up @ 5 pm to eating for fasthing.. ohhh.. TIRED……….

Yeah in the first class.. i just felt sleepy… whoamm….

And completely my sufferings day I’must waiting a next class 4 3 hours..

Its really bored… and I’m still sleepy…

OMG..

Somebody can help me go out from this situation..????

So long and long.. I hate waiting…

Yeah I must bepation I’m fasting .. but my stomach can’t compromise, the sound like kriukk.. kriukk. Kriukk..

Hahahahaha

.. I’m hungry…..

Yeahh… I wanna move to next day and ending this day……..

1 day without you

HUAAA .. I wanna shout now..

Hufff 1 day didn't have any messages from him.. didn’t listen his voice and didnt do my daily activity’s with him… WEB CAM in YAHOO MESSENGER.. huff. Now I’m really felt how difficult get a long distance relationship.. OH God.. yeah but I'm express to God.. even now I million miles away from him. But our heart never far.. yaa as long as we still loving each other…

We still saving our communicate and try never lost contact for a long time…

Okay.. maybe I need to take LDR consequence now.. yeahh we are in different part.. and someday will come the day where our felt far and when the bad situation happens..

Yeah today he didn't reply my sms and my messages on Facebook… I didn’t get any information bout him..yeahh REALLY SAD.. actually I was ever think that he forgot me.., but immediately I delete it from my brained.. c’mon positive thinking girl..

Then when I ask him in next day he said that he didn’t replied my sms and messages because he’s hp limit was empty…

Okay.. I can understand this situation beyb^^

Now I hope the next..next day.. we can understand our situation each other…

And we can still being a strong couple… COBE’ and KAMBENK still loving ….~^_^~

Thax 4 the every smile that u give 4 me..

LAFF U…

~everynight u always make me smile~

ONE MONTH LIVING with my housemate

Well cukup sebulan dah gue lalui hidup gue yag baru,, jauh dari orang orang gue cintai, dan mulai ngatur hidup gue sendiri. Sebulan ini penuh dengan kesan-kesan yang cukup dalam. Mulai dari kenalan dengan teman-teman baru yang jujur gue akui gue bukan orang yang mudah untuk nyesuain diri dengan lingkungan baru. Sebulan ini gue belajar gimana ngatur dan ngelakuin apapun dengan tanggung jawab.

Gue bukan lagi nu2 yang bebas ngelakuin apapun seenak dengkul gue. Abis makan piringnya gak dicuci, baju2 kotor digeletakin gitu aja, di sini gue harus bisa ngeimbangi semuanya. Ngelakuin semuanya bareng dengan 4 orang housemate gue, walaupun gue akui di awal banyak banged ketidakcocokan.. tapii di sinilah kami sekarang,menata hidup kami bersama di room mungil 227,, dan berharap ke depan semuanya lebih baik.

LOVELY HOUSEMATE "CHEARS 227"